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om_mainInu-yasha has his first kiss, first make out and nearly more firsts until he starts to panic about who he's having those firsts with .
Warnings: lots of making out, with hints and talk of going further although they don't, no ftb, references to both boys abusive pasts and the linger affects from them, sexuality crisis/internalised homophobia, unfounded accusations of coercion and the use of the 'q' slur once and not intended offensively.
Inu-yasha's life had taken on a certain rhythm. By and large, he'd managed to carve out a place for himself in this fuckin' bizarre place. He spent most of his free time (...and plenty of class time) out in the woods. Despite the many mutants coming and going, in all kinds of strange forms, most of them just left him alone.
And that, after all, was what he wanted. No one trying to control him or put him down. No one threatening him for being an outsider, for being a monster, for being a loner... no, he liked it out here. Didn't feel like he had to constantly watch his back.
Of course, he couldn't stay here forever. The food was inside. Bathroom, too, and a bed for cold nights - and classes, and computers because so much homework was supposed to be done on those fuckin' things. And even though he hated it, they'd kick him out if he didn't at least half-ass his work. But as much as he hated doing it, this place was worlds better than the streets of LA. Peaceful, like he'd never known. Well, not since his mother died.
And those squad practices weren't half bad. He got to kick ass in those.
But what his day to day schedule didn't usually include was visitors. At first, he wasn't sure that's what this was, but even though he was nearly out of sight in a tree at the edge of the forest, the black dog was headed right for him.
Padfoot had taken himself for a walk in the woods, not an unusual thing especially when Sirius was experiencing a lot of pressure and stress in day to day life. Time as Pasfoot was simpler, it was harder to fuss about human things as he bounced about on four paws with a much more basic outlook on life.
The forest was full of scents, it wasn't always easy to pull the all apart, so the first he knew of the presence of another was when the he saw movement. Inu-Yasha. Padfoot remembered him.
He paused, head tilted curiously.
Inu-yasha peered down from the tree, eyes narrowed in mild suspicion. It was the dog that wasn't a dog. "What're you doing here?"
Padfoot pointedly walked in a circle to tell the boy that he was walking. The pantomime was a bit ridiculous though, maybe it was time to shift.
Inu-yasha dropped out of the tree, landing in a crouch on all fours about a foot away from the dog. He tilted his head skeptically. "You're walking in circles?"
The dog shifted to human form, Sirius was standing in painted on skinny jeans and a white shirt that was sheer enough that you could read the words of his tattoo if you tried. Not outside in February clothes but then he hadn't planned to shift outside.
"I've been walking, I'm not Lassie. Not good at answering questions yet."
Flushing, Inu-yasha pushed to standing. "Oh." And of course, even standing, the shifter towered over him. "Why here?"
"I like the woods, it's peaceful. Calming. Fascinating smells." Sirius told him simply. "I didn't know you were here."
Inu-yasha relaxed a little at the explanation. He liked the woods too, for very similar reasons. And even if this guy was taller than him, he wasn't a threat. Turning into a dog was the whole story (no extra strength or healing, no secret weapons), and he'd never been aggressive.
Still, he wasn't quite sure he believed the last bit. "But you walked directly here."
"I walk this route a lot, that's all." Sirius shrugged, not quite understanding the point of the interrogation.
And that really wasn't one of Inu-yasha's more common trees, so probably that was true and he just didn't know better. His face turned slightly pink again, and he abruptly sat down at the base of the tree, aiming for aloof. "Keh. Whatever. I won't stop you."
"Everything ok?" The Brit boy asked, wrapping his arms about himself for warmth.
"Why wouldn't it be?" asked Inu-yasha, who was acting uninterested. He'd thought the guy would switch back to a dog and run off.
"I don't know, we haven't talked much lately so it just seemed like the thing to ask, is all." Sirius shrugged again.
That earned him a suspicious look. "...you want to talk to me?"
And he got another shrug in return, "Why not? I'm avoiding homework and responsibilities, see."
Inu-yasha considered that for a moment. That wasn't the attitude most people usually had toward him, after all. "Right, okay." Amber eyes glanced over the still-standing British boy, not sure what to make of him. "Whatever."
All of which was Inu-yasha-speak for 'fine, whatever floats your boat.'
"What makes you so suspicious, eh? I'm just lil ol' me." Little old shivering Sirius.
"Most people don't like talking to me," Inu-yasha replied, looking elsewhere. It wasn't his problem if this guy was freezing.
"Well, do you always make it so difficult?" Sirius tried for a joke which, predictably, seemed to fall flat with his audience. "Look, I'm honestly just trying to be friendly but if you'd rather I fucked off then I can."
Inu-yasha glanced up at the British kid, still towering over him. "Difficult?" Hadn't he said the guy could stay if he wanted? "Didn't tell ya to leave or anything. Do what you want."
The way the other boy had looked at him suddenly made Sirius click to the height/power status thing going on with Inu-yasha. Slowly, he sat down not too close but not too far away. "Ok then. I am."
Inu-yasha blinked raised an eyebrow, surprised by his choice. Especially since he was visibly shivering now. Wouldn't the dog's fur have been a smarter choice? Did Sirius really want to talk to him that much?
Without much warning, Inu-yasha pulled his baggy red sweatshirt over his head and tossed it to Sirius. It left him in just a t-shirt, but whatever. It'd take him a while to feel the cold. He always forgot how fragile normal people were. "Take it. It's warmer than what you've got on."
Sirius eyed him with surprise, it was a bloody quick turn around after all but accepted it slowly, not immediately putting it on but first joking with a smirk "Sick of the sight of my nipples already? Well, I suppose you have a point. They could probably cut glass right about now!"
Inu-yasha gave him a confused look, then flushed bright red as understanding hit. "Wh-what?? Why would you say that?!"
"I have an unfortunate habit of making a lot of poor jokes?" Sirius suggested, shrugging before pulling the jumper on, when his head reappeared he thanked the other boy though asked "You sure you'll be ok?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." Inu-yasha was still blushing faintly, not used to comments like that. "Takes more cold than this to get to me. Comes in handy." He spent a lot of time outside, after all.
"Yeah, see if I had my fur right now I'd be lovely and warm but then I couldn't talk which can be frustrating...though I suppose quite blissful to some?" He wasn't quite sure why a little nipple joke had caused such a reaction, like come on they were right there. It would have been weird NOT to mention them. Right?
Inu-yasha raised an eyebrow at Sirius (again), not sure what that meant exactly. This guy said the weirdest things. After a moment's consideration, he leaned back against the tree again. "There's a lotta people with fur around this place," he said, not quite griping. It didn't exactly bother him; they just all seemed to like the woods, and gave him more to be alert to. "Seems like a lot of hassle."
"I like it, then again I like everything about being a dog. I blame my name, after all it literally means dog. Well, 'dog star' to be strictly accurate." Sirius pointed out happily. "Fur helps, enhance senses, my hearing, my eyes and nose no idea how I missed you actually. Too happy doing my wild woods explorer thing, I guess."
This time, Inu-yasha actually was a little bit curious. "How'd you get that name?"
"What Sirius? It's a family name, I was christened Sirius Black III technically. There seems to be a history of men with star and constellation names in the family; my bio-father's Orion and my brother's middle name Arcturus. Old English families have weird traditions, I suppose."
Inu-yasha just sat on that information for a moment, not noticing if the other boy thought the silence was weird. He hadn't known that family names might happen that way outside of Japan.
"Inu-yasha means dog demon," he said finally. It wasn't a great translation, because Westerners didn't have the same ideas about demons or spirits that his home culture did, but at least this version was tougher than "dog spirit" or whatever. Some words just didn't translate.
Sirius nodded a little and commented "Do your consider yourself a dog? I mean you don't shift like me but your scent is very familiar."
"Dog demon," Inu-yasha reiterated. "But it's... some kind of family crap, too. The name Youkai means demon or spirit, and the dog is their symbol or whatever." He didn't usually think about this, nevermind explain it.
"Ahhh, I see. It's interesting though, well I think it is. We have dog in our names, Bigby has wolf and Remus's name means pretty much wolf too when you think about it. But no one could have known what we'd be when we were named." Sirius found it deeply interesting, he'd never believed in fate before but it made him wonder.
"Keh. We just became what we were supposed to be," Inu-yasha replied, a little harshly. He didn't know much about mutants or science, but what he did think he understood was that they all had a mutation of the same gene that gave them power. Call a mutant "dog demon" long enough, that was exactly what you'd get.
"Very true," Sirius didn't take the harshness to heart, he was starting to think that maybe it was the only way the other boy knew how to be.
Inu-yasha raised an eyebrow, but didn't say anything. People didn't agree with him very often. ...and he wasn't sure what to do with the silence that followed. "My father was called Inu no Taisho," he explained for no reason. "My mom wanted me to be part of his family even though I was a bastard." He huffed, like he was completely detached from the story. "Didn't exactly work out that way."
"Parents. Not all that they're cracked up to be, huh?" In his experience anyway, not that he felt like going into detail at that moment.
And, he supposed, not many would think being a bastard would matter these days but Sirius knew from his bio-family with it's tradition and titles and such, he knew how it could be still.
"Wouldn't really know," Inu-yasha replied, scratching absently at his bandana. It had gotten mussed when he took off his sweatshirt.
"Oh, sorry." He folded him arms on his knees, not shivering now thanks to the jumper but not warm overly either. He could stand it, though.
"Doesn't matter," Inu-yasha said easily. He'd never even known his father, and it didn't particularly bother him. "Sounds like I didn't miss much," he added, in reference to what Sirius had said.
Sirius shrugged a little at that "S'pose not." Not that he was a brilliant judge himself.
Inu-yasha considered the other boy for a moment. He was different than most people. In his experience, most people were usually offended by this point in the conversation. He didn't say anything, but one of his eyebrows arched up.
Since he'd been looking around, it took Sirius several moments to notice. When he did, he smiled. "What?"
Caught staring, a faint blush appeared on Inu-yasha's cheeks. "You're still here. Usually people are sick of me by now."
Sirius shrugged again at that "I'm not usual people, I s'pose then."
Inu-yasha decided that part of the reason this was weird was that Sirius was in his sweatshirt. He hadn't given it a second thought when he handed it over - fragile humans - but he wasn't exactly used to seeing other people in his clothes. Or smelling halfway like him.
Looking a little puzzled (though protectively disinterested), he asked, "If you're not like other people, why do you like them so much?"
Sirius shrugged a little but put genuine thought into the answer. "You don't have to be the same as someone to like them. You just find something you like about them. Sometimes it's the conversation, sometimes it's the company, sometimes you find you have something unexpected in common, sometimes it's the feel of them up against you. You don't even necessarily have to like someone for that, of course, but it helps."
Inu-yasha wasn't sure he'd understood that quite right. Maybe it was the guy's accent, or a glitch in his own English (it still happened now and then, especially around here). He hadn't really meant...? "Up- up against you?" That bit of pink came back to his cheeks, though he wasn't sure if it was for the stutter, or because of what he thought Sirius meant.
"Yeah, you know, like kissing and stuff." This time Sirius definitely noticed the blush which made him rather curious. "Making out and getting off. Sometimes even fucking. You asked what I like about people, and I can't help it. It's in my nature. I love making people feel good and feeling good myself."
And now Inu-yasha was bright red, and dedicatedly looking in the opposite direction. People never talked to him, and never about things like this. ...and even worse, just listening to Sirius talk about things like this made blood start heading in an embarrassing direction. He tried to focus on anything else. "O-oh. I see."
"Sorry, I was just answering the questions. Didn't mean to embarrass you." Bit unusual, a teenage boy embarrassed by the mention of sex and stuff but people had their reasons, right? "You ok?"
"Of course I'm okay!" He still couldn't meet Sirius's eyes, but denial was easy enough. "Why wouldn't I be okay??"
Sirius tilted his head thoughtfully. The body language coupled with pheromones and scents bombarding him gave him a lot more information than the words Inu-yasha actually said.
"You don't have to answer, and it's totally no shame if the answer's yes by the way either I was wrong for assuming really. I'm guessing now, you're a virgin, huh?" It was either that, some secret of Inu-yasha's or he had a problem with the fact that Sirius was known to hook up with all genders, but Sirius was trying not to jump to any conclusion.
Inu-yasha's breath caught in his chest, and he was pretty sure his eye was twitching. All efforts at keeping cool were completely useless by this point - he was a bright red stammering mess - but Inu-yasha hadn't realized that, and was still trying as he turned glaring amber eyes back on Sirius. "Wh-what makes you think that, huh?!"
"Just you seemed awkward about me mentioning sex and stuff and it's the most common reason why. Like I said, it's no shame in it. Hell, some people just have no desire or interest in it at all." Sirius told him gently with a smile, the other boy looked so stressed that he reached out as he spoke and gently patted his shoulder. "Whatever works for you."
Inu-yasha watched the hand come toward him warily, but didn't jerk away from the touch. He just wasn't sure what to make of it, and watched the whole thing closely, waiting for some kind of trick.
When he noticed the surprise in Sirius's eyes, he suddenly realized the difference between them. Sirius's world of touching and- and, uh, other things - didn't make any sense to him.
Still looking away, he tried to explain. "People don't touch me - and if they do, it's either because they want to hurt me," which wasn't something anyone could get away with now, "or 'cause they're bandaging injuries," he said, gruff and sullen. He hated explaining things like this, because pity was worse than anything else. But that was his reality, and there was no place in it for kissing or, uh, anything else. Most of the time, crap like that wasn't even on his radar. "That's just how things are."
Sirius nodded in understanding, there wasn't pity on his face though. He hated looks of pity when people found out details of his past and so was always careful not to show it to others either.
"I had a time where it felt like that with me too. Do you not like being touched now because of it or is it just a lack of opportunities?"
Blinking in confusion, Inu-yasha looked at Sirius again. "You mean like, not fighting, right?"
"Yeah as in not fighting. Just touch, do you not like it because of the bad stuff or is it just that you haven't had the chance to find out what you want?" He thought he was simplifying it but he wasn't sure, after all there seemed to be more than a simple language barrier going on right now.
"Dunno, I guess." Inu-yasha knew that other people did the things Sirius had talked about. But he wasn't like them. Things like that weren't for people like him, so there was no point in "wanting" anything; the idea itself was weird to him. He frowned.
Sirius considered him for a moment. "Well," He started slowly and offered out his hand. "I don't mind being a guinea pig for you to find out."
Inu-yasha raised an intensely skeptical eyebrow, looking between Sirius and his outstretched hand. "The hell am I supposed to do with that?" Did Sirius want to hold his hand? Not happening.
Sirius smiled at the reaction though not mockingly as Inu seemed to expect. They were still sitting at a slightly awkward distance away from each other so he scooted himself so that he was very nearly shoulder to shoulder with the other boy.
"Nah, I dunno, just didn't want to spook you by touching you without permission. Seemed kinda shitty after what you just said."
Inu-yasha frowned, but not because anything was wrong. This... actually wasn't that bad. In fact, they were close enough that he could feel the warmth of Sirius on the bare skin of his arms (LA didn't have winter, t-shirts were all he owned...). It wasn't like he was immune to the cold, he could still feel it, and the warmth against his chilled skin was... nice.
"Keh, you've got permission," he said dismissively. "It's not like you can hurt me." Not that he even got why Sirius had said it. Nobody asked permission to touch anybody else, they just did it.
...oh shit, had he leaned into Sirius? Fuck. He hadn't meant to do that, hadn't even noticed. But whatever. It was just warm. He stared determinedly forward, practically daring Sirius to comment.
Sirius noticed but didn't comment on it though it did make him smile as he assured the other boy, probably needlessly "Not even planning to attempt it either." After all, why would he?
Inu-yasha didn't bother to respond, half because obviously Sirius wouldn't attack him (they both knew Inu-yasha could win that fight with his eyes closed), but half because he was still examining this whole leaning-against-each-other thing. Right. So far there didn't seem to be much to it. His arm was warmer now. Sirius wasn't making fun of him. He relaxed just a little bit.
Sirius let the silence simply be for moment, the other boy leaning against him was almost, well, sweet when he knew that the boy was so alienated.
But Sirius was still Sirius and he couldn't let silence go for too long. "You know, I like it down here but I always wondered why some of you kids spent so much time down here. Sort of assumed either loners or maybe voyeurs." Or, hey, doggers? But he figured that slang would be utterly beyond Inu-Yasha.
Inu-yasha's brow furrowed. He didn't know what voyeurs meant, but he was pretty sure it wasn't a thing he wanted to be. He turned to glare at Sirius--
--and found they were face to face, just inches apart. Stunned by the sudden proximity, he didn't know what to do. Pink tinged his cheeks, and his eyes just scanned Sirius's face for some clue about what was going on.
Sirius looked at the other boy curiously. The blush was back and he looked a little confused but with all that there was a surge of interest in the body language and scents he was giving off, not necessarily lust but there was something there.
He could be reading the signs wrong, urges weren't the same as wants but the other boy seemed to not really know what he wanted when asked so maybe...
It might be stupid, he might be moments away from a mauling, but he wanted to make the offer. Seemed like he was the first to get Inu-yasha to let the guards drop even a little around here.
He closed the gap and kissed very softly, just to see. Just offering.
Inu-yasha froze, not daring to move or even breathe - but his brain was short circuiting, giving him nothing to work with. Nothing but details. A tingle down his spine at the contact, how soft and warm the other boy's lips were, the details in the scent of his skin. All those details... So maybe it wasn't surprising that, when Sirius started to pull away, Inu-yasha followed him. It was instinct. This felt good, and he didn't want to let it vanish before he got the full experience. He'd never felt this before.
When Inu-yasha hadn't responded, Sirius had started to pull back expecting yelling or an attack. Not a sudden, soft kiss. Still, he was always one to roll with the punches and warmed to it quickly, kissing him back as a hand moved to cup the other boy's face. And then, very much experimentally, he swiped his tongue against Inu's lips.
More warmth, soft and wet, and everything so sensitive - Inu-yasha was completely lost in the overdrive on his senses, even before Sirius did the thing with his tongue. When he did, though... Inu-yasha's lips parted in surprise. He'd never kissed anyone before, didn't know what to do or how to respond. On instinct, he pulled lightly on Sirius's lower lip, asking.
The tug caused the smallest sigh to come up from Sirius's throat, the hand cupping Inu-yasha's cheek moved a little so that it was loosely gripping the back of his neck, pulling him closer again. He was inexperienced, true, but it hardly mattered to Sirius. Pheromones fogged his brain and the warmth of another on such a cool day felt fucking good.
Inu-yasha's hand fell on Sirius's knee as he let Sirius draw him in, turning his body entirely toward the other boy without interrupting the kiss. Something was changing. The warmth he'd felt before, it was turning to heat, and he wanted more. More of what, he didn't even know.
...but he was pretty sure Sirius did. He reflexively tightened his grip on the other boy's knee. Nowhere near enough to hurt him, but he didn't know how else to convey this new need.
Sirius flicked his tongue and let out a groan of surprise, he'd forgotten the other boy didn't have normal teeth but fangs. The grip on the back of the neck, slightly in that white hair of his, tightened and tugged instinctively.
His other hand was at Inu's side, gripping the material of his t-shirt and, since Inu-yasha seemed to be trying to get closer and closer, he took the hint. The hand moved down to the other boy's arse and pretty much guided him up and onto Sirius's lap.
Inu-yasha let out a sound that was almost a yelp of surprise, and for half a second he got a glimpse of awareness, of what was happening, what he was doing and who with and there was a jolt of panic--
But Sirius caught the sound on his lips, and that was all it took to dilute Inu-yasha's focus again. Lips on his. Tentatively brushing his tongue against Sirius's. The breathtaking sensations that this new position was creating. In seconds he was even more lost than he'd been before. He was turned on, had never been turned on so obviously with another person nearby, but all his senses told him Sirius was too, and that was all the thought he gave the matter. It wasn't long before he was leaning in and pushing Sirius back, up against the tree, kissing him with more force every second.
Suddenly being shoved back was a surprise but the other boy taking the initiative and acting so clearly into it was good. Better then good, it was pretty hot.
A growl of arousal, low in his throat could be heard as the kiss turned harsh and needy. His nails raked over Inu's back through the t-shirt as he forgot his intentions to hold back and be careful in the wake of a more animal nature that the boy in his lap was bringing out of him.
Growling back, Inu-yasha could practically see stars behind his closed eyes. There were so many things to feel, all over his body (and all of them seemed to be linked directly to his dick). He'd been aroused before, but never like this. His hips rocked forward before he could even think about stopping them. He didn't know if that was bad, if Sirius would make him stop, make it all stop...
Carried away as he was, Sirius didn't rock back though he could feel the urge rising. There was enough of him aware of the situation and where they were and mostly important who this was. Getting carried away was one thing, too much too fast could be overwhelming.
Tearing his lips away from Inu-yasha's, he latched onto his neck, kissing and then sucking and nipping eagerly.
At first Inu-yasha thought he'd crossed a line and Sirius was done with him, but no, things were just changing, and fuck that felt good. He tilted his head back, letting out a little groan, noticing the fog of his breath on the air before his eyes drifted shut again.
As he bit a little harder, Sirius's hands disappeared under the t-shirt and dug in rough enough to start making like crescent moon marks on skin. His hips couldn't help rocking up a tiny bit in response to all the wriggling but he did his best not to.
Inu-yasha didn't know what to do, didn't know how to get more. There wasn't a single coherent thought in his head. One clawed hand found its way into the other boy's long hair, tangling even as he tried push Sirius closer to him. He let out another low, frustrated growl, hips bucking again.
Wanting a little something himself, Sirius's hand mirrored Inu-Yasha's knocking the bandana loose as he guided him to return the attention to the Brit boy's bared neck.
The first thing Inu-yasha could think to do was scrape his teeth along the skin. If he'd been overwhelmed before, now his nose was buried in the intermingled scents of skin, hair, and his own sweatshirt. His ears were free now, making everything better. He wasn't exactly sure what to do, but he was gaining confidence quickly. His senses were full of Sirius, and he could feel the response to his lips and teeth. That... was hotter than he'd expected it to be.
"Fuck yes!" Sirius groaned, growls rising up in his throat again as he blindly gripped and played with white hair as fangs teased sensitive, pale skin.
Inu-yasha was surprised by the feeling of hands in his hair, and gasped when Sirius's fingers brushed over his ears. He paused momentarily in his work on Sirius's neck, waiting for it to happen again.
For a moment Sirius was confused as to why the other boy had stopped but then his fingers grazed lightly against an ear and the response left him in no doubt.
With a soft sound that was almost a hum, Inu-yasha practically nuzzled Sirius's neck as he tilted into the touch, suddenly much gentler than he'd been just a moment before (though that didn't stop him from using his teeth again). That had been a different kind of feeling. Still good- definitely good - but not like the lips and teeth and tongue on his skin.
"You like that huh?" Sirius murmured, fingers stroking and teasing the silky, delicate ear as he ceased his attack on the neck for a moment. Drawing in several long gulps of air he tried and failed to get control of himself. It was difficult to calm down with a sighing and panting guy still grinding and rocking away in his lap.
Inu-yasha wasn't even aware that that was what he was doing (though he definitely was); he had no self-awareness at all. His only reply was a muffled sound against Sirius's neck and a brief bite.
The bite caused another growled groan and Sirius to abandon the ear caresses in favour of gripping the other boy's hair and pushing in a way that said without words more and harder.
His breath was uneven as his forehead rested on a shoulder. The hand that had been gripping and clawing at Inu-yasha's back, he suddenly realised was reaching to thin air behind him. Instinctively looking for wings. FUCK.
He forced the hand to the other boy's hip and tried to force down thoughts of wings and throaty moans and pale freckled skin because it was shitty and fucked up to even think about him for a second when Sirius had another boy on top of him.
So he forced his eyes open again and leaned his head back to expose his throat to Inu, focusing on his scent and the noises he made and the pointed teeth and everything that was different and made him him.
Inu-yasha was dense, but even he could tell was Sirius was asking for. He could tell he was damaging the skin, but there was no questioning that Sirius was enjoying it. Still, it was taking a lot of Inu-yasha's attention to avoid actually breaking the skin. Keh. Normal people were so fragile.
But now Sirius was barely touching him (aside from being directly underneath him, the hand in his hair, the hand on his hip...). Sirius wasn't using his mouth or doing that thing with his ears, and Inu-yasha wasn't taking it well. With a frustrated sound, he bit down on the spot where Sirius's neck met his shoulders, slowly sinking those sharp canines deeper, until they pricked the skin. His message was also clear: Don't play with me.
Then he lifted his head to crush their lips together again.
Sirius's cry of surprise at the harder bite was swallowed by the kiss and their tongues were going again and it was fucking intoxicating. A hand went back to the ears since that seemed to calm the other boy. Not that the teeth weren't fun but drawing blood SO wasn't a kink for Sirius.
Inu-yasha sighed, quickly becoming mesmerized again by the attention to his ears. Damn, that felt good. He started relaxing into the British boy, no longer demanding, with no less urgency.
Still playing with the ear, Sirius other hand moved to the other boy's thigh and moved steadily higher. He nipped and tugged at Inu's lower lip before suggesting breathily.
"How about we head somewhere more comfortable and I can help you out with you're, er, little situation." Sirius suggested, lips barely apart from the other boy least the wild one get nippy again. "I'll make you come so hard you'll think you saw God."
Everything felt so good, Inu-yasha almost missed the words entirely. Eyes still closed, his forehead furrowed as he tried to process (but that hand on his leg...). There was something, something bad hovering at the edge of his mind, but everything was still too pleasure-fogged for him to reach it. His eyes cracked open to blink at Sirius in confusion. "Huh?"
Light kisses on his jaw, Sirius repeated "You wanna go somewhere more comfortable?"
Most of Inu-yasha wanted to say yes, to go anywhere if it meant getting more, feeling this good... But processing words was clearing the fog in his mind. Even as he started to nod, the words his brain were finding were No! and then What the fuck?!
And that was when Inu-yasha's brain finally snapped back into focus - and what it found sent him into a panic. He pushed roughly back from Sirius, landing on his ass. He'd been kissing a guy!? Sitting on his lap, cock rock hard, kissing his body--
"Wh- what the hell?!" he demanded, breathing shallow as his senses told him more and more of the story. How turned on Sirius was, putting together the offer he'd made. "What did you do to me??"
Blinking furiously, Sirius was looking at him completely confused. "What? Do to you? We snogged, you kissed me. I didn't 'do' anything to you!" That...that was a sudden turn around. What?
"Some kinda mind control or something!" Inu-yasha was mortified. How could this have happened?? He'd never even wasted time thinking about anything like this, so how else could he have ended up like-- like that, with a guy... "I'm not gay!!"
"I'm not gay either and I'm not fucking mind controlling anyone, fuck you." Sirius snapped angrily. Inu-yasha wanted to freak out and deny it had happened then fine but he was not about to accuse Sirius of force or assault!
"I've never--" Inu-yasha stammered, face red, trying to process what this meant. "I've never done that with anyone!" he managed to protest.
But now he had. Sirius would tell people, the whole school would know, he'd lose everything here-- he'd just gotten settled, and now there was a huge fucking target on his back. "You- you can't tell anyone about this!"
It wasn't hard for Sirius to identify the scents coming off Inu-yasha now, in a high school they were pretty common: embarrassment and fear. There was still a note of arousal in there though, undeniably, but it made the situation very clear to Sirius: closet case.
"Not planning to." He simply said, still sat on the ground where he couldn't be perceived as a threat and forcing his tone level again. In truth he hated confrontation anyway. When the outcome was unpredicatable or violent anyway.
That wasn't nearly enough to make Inu-yasha feel safe, panicked as he was. "Not anyone!" he yelled back. "Nothing happened, got it?!"
"As if I want to brag about being falsly accused of mind control," Sirius pointed out coolly. "Your naughty little secret is safe with me."
"Well you obviously did something to me!" Inu-yasha was standing now, yelling down at Sirius (from a safe distance). "I wouldn't-- I've never--" He gulped, entire face red. He couldn't even say it. Especially with the word 'naughty' bouncing around his head. No one would ever take him seriously again. This was just asking them to come after him, another reason he was different...
"I pulled away. You kissed me. I didn't do anything, that was all you." Like fuck was he going to be made into some kind of abusive monster. “I was responding to you.”
"W-why would I do that?!" No, really, why would he? Every time he tried to make sense of it, all he could think was how good it had all felt, and that was not what he wanted to remember right now.
"Can't fight nature." Sirius shrugged. "You did it coz you did it, I can't answer that for you."
"Argh, it's your nature, not mine!" If Sirius wanted to be gay or queer or whatever, that was fine for him. People liked him. He suddenly remembered how this all started. "Why'd you want to touch me anyways?!"
"Because I know a little something about being used to hate and violence. I was trying to show you a kindness. Don't worry, I won't bother in future if this is how I'm gonna be thanked!" He start to get up from the cold, hard ground slowly.
"But they won't hate you!" Didn't Sirius get it? If this got out...
Sirius just shot him another confused look. Either this was another lost in translation moment or he was missing a lot of whatever thought process the other boy was having.
For his part, Inu-yasha turned and punched a tree, causing the whole thing to shake and a dent to appear in the trunk. There was just a slight ache in his hand, but he tried to focus on it. The sharp smell and metallic taste of blood told him he'd sunk a fang into his lip, too. "Just, don't tell anyone," he ground out, more defeated than threatening.
After all, no way Sirius would keep his mouth shut. Why should he? Shit. He should've stayed in his fucking tree...
Sirius hadn't be able to not flinch at the punch. Even if it hadn't been aimed at him, it was about him and that made him edgy and uncomfortable.
"I don't out people. Your secret's safe." He repeated quietly, forcing himself to speak evenly.
Inu-yasha turned just enough to see Sirius out of the corner of his eye. He watched him for a moment, trying to decide what his game was, why he was even still here... "Keh." Didn't matter. "Right."
Then he launched himself up into the trees to sit cross legged and ignore everything. Like he should've done the whole time.
And Sirius shifted immediately to Padfoot before running off into the woods.
Warnings: lots of making out, with hints and talk of going further although they don't, no ftb, references to both boys abusive pasts and the linger affects from them, sexuality crisis/internalised homophobia, unfounded accusations of coercion and the use of the 'q' slur once and not intended offensively.
Inu-yasha's life had taken on a certain rhythm. By and large, he'd managed to carve out a place for himself in this fuckin' bizarre place. He spent most of his free time (...and plenty of class time) out in the woods. Despite the many mutants coming and going, in all kinds of strange forms, most of them just left him alone.
And that, after all, was what he wanted. No one trying to control him or put him down. No one threatening him for being an outsider, for being a monster, for being a loner... no, he liked it out here. Didn't feel like he had to constantly watch his back.
Of course, he couldn't stay here forever. The food was inside. Bathroom, too, and a bed for cold nights - and classes, and computers because so much homework was supposed to be done on those fuckin' things. And even though he hated it, they'd kick him out if he didn't at least half-ass his work. But as much as he hated doing it, this place was worlds better than the streets of LA. Peaceful, like he'd never known. Well, not since his mother died.
And those squad practices weren't half bad. He got to kick ass in those.
But what his day to day schedule didn't usually include was visitors. At first, he wasn't sure that's what this was, but even though he was nearly out of sight in a tree at the edge of the forest, the black dog was headed right for him.
Padfoot had taken himself for a walk in the woods, not an unusual thing especially when Sirius was experiencing a lot of pressure and stress in day to day life. Time as Pasfoot was simpler, it was harder to fuss about human things as he bounced about on four paws with a much more basic outlook on life.
The forest was full of scents, it wasn't always easy to pull the all apart, so the first he knew of the presence of another was when the he saw movement. Inu-Yasha. Padfoot remembered him.
He paused, head tilted curiously.
Inu-yasha peered down from the tree, eyes narrowed in mild suspicion. It was the dog that wasn't a dog. "What're you doing here?"
Padfoot pointedly walked in a circle to tell the boy that he was walking. The pantomime was a bit ridiculous though, maybe it was time to shift.
Inu-yasha dropped out of the tree, landing in a crouch on all fours about a foot away from the dog. He tilted his head skeptically. "You're walking in circles?"
The dog shifted to human form, Sirius was standing in painted on skinny jeans and a white shirt that was sheer enough that you could read the words of his tattoo if you tried. Not outside in February clothes but then he hadn't planned to shift outside.
"I've been walking, I'm not Lassie. Not good at answering questions yet."
Flushing, Inu-yasha pushed to standing. "Oh." And of course, even standing, the shifter towered over him. "Why here?"
"I like the woods, it's peaceful. Calming. Fascinating smells." Sirius told him simply. "I didn't know you were here."
Inu-yasha relaxed a little at the explanation. He liked the woods too, for very similar reasons. And even if this guy was taller than him, he wasn't a threat. Turning into a dog was the whole story (no extra strength or healing, no secret weapons), and he'd never been aggressive.
Still, he wasn't quite sure he believed the last bit. "But you walked directly here."
"I walk this route a lot, that's all." Sirius shrugged, not quite understanding the point of the interrogation.
And that really wasn't one of Inu-yasha's more common trees, so probably that was true and he just didn't know better. His face turned slightly pink again, and he abruptly sat down at the base of the tree, aiming for aloof. "Keh. Whatever. I won't stop you."
"Everything ok?" The Brit boy asked, wrapping his arms about himself for warmth.
"Why wouldn't it be?" asked Inu-yasha, who was acting uninterested. He'd thought the guy would switch back to a dog and run off.
"I don't know, we haven't talked much lately so it just seemed like the thing to ask, is all." Sirius shrugged again.
That earned him a suspicious look. "...you want to talk to me?"
And he got another shrug in return, "Why not? I'm avoiding homework and responsibilities, see."
Inu-yasha considered that for a moment. That wasn't the attitude most people usually had toward him, after all. "Right, okay." Amber eyes glanced over the still-standing British boy, not sure what to make of him. "Whatever."
All of which was Inu-yasha-speak for 'fine, whatever floats your boat.'
"What makes you so suspicious, eh? I'm just lil ol' me." Little old shivering Sirius.
"Most people don't like talking to me," Inu-yasha replied, looking elsewhere. It wasn't his problem if this guy was freezing.
"Well, do you always make it so difficult?" Sirius tried for a joke which, predictably, seemed to fall flat with his audience. "Look, I'm honestly just trying to be friendly but if you'd rather I fucked off then I can."
Inu-yasha glanced up at the British kid, still towering over him. "Difficult?" Hadn't he said the guy could stay if he wanted? "Didn't tell ya to leave or anything. Do what you want."
The way the other boy had looked at him suddenly made Sirius click to the height/power status thing going on with Inu-yasha. Slowly, he sat down not too close but not too far away. "Ok then. I am."
Inu-yasha blinked raised an eyebrow, surprised by his choice. Especially since he was visibly shivering now. Wouldn't the dog's fur have been a smarter choice? Did Sirius really want to talk to him that much?
Without much warning, Inu-yasha pulled his baggy red sweatshirt over his head and tossed it to Sirius. It left him in just a t-shirt, but whatever. It'd take him a while to feel the cold. He always forgot how fragile normal people were. "Take it. It's warmer than what you've got on."
Sirius eyed him with surprise, it was a bloody quick turn around after all but accepted it slowly, not immediately putting it on but first joking with a smirk "Sick of the sight of my nipples already? Well, I suppose you have a point. They could probably cut glass right about now!"
Inu-yasha gave him a confused look, then flushed bright red as understanding hit. "Wh-what?? Why would you say that?!"
"I have an unfortunate habit of making a lot of poor jokes?" Sirius suggested, shrugging before pulling the jumper on, when his head reappeared he thanked the other boy though asked "You sure you'll be ok?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." Inu-yasha was still blushing faintly, not used to comments like that. "Takes more cold than this to get to me. Comes in handy." He spent a lot of time outside, after all.
"Yeah, see if I had my fur right now I'd be lovely and warm but then I couldn't talk which can be frustrating...though I suppose quite blissful to some?" He wasn't quite sure why a little nipple joke had caused such a reaction, like come on they were right there. It would have been weird NOT to mention them. Right?
Inu-yasha raised an eyebrow at Sirius (again), not sure what that meant exactly. This guy said the weirdest things. After a moment's consideration, he leaned back against the tree again. "There's a lotta people with fur around this place," he said, not quite griping. It didn't exactly bother him; they just all seemed to like the woods, and gave him more to be alert to. "Seems like a lot of hassle."
"I like it, then again I like everything about being a dog. I blame my name, after all it literally means dog. Well, 'dog star' to be strictly accurate." Sirius pointed out happily. "Fur helps, enhance senses, my hearing, my eyes and nose no idea how I missed you actually. Too happy doing my wild woods explorer thing, I guess."
This time, Inu-yasha actually was a little bit curious. "How'd you get that name?"
"What Sirius? It's a family name, I was christened Sirius Black III technically. There seems to be a history of men with star and constellation names in the family; my bio-father's Orion and my brother's middle name Arcturus. Old English families have weird traditions, I suppose."
Inu-yasha just sat on that information for a moment, not noticing if the other boy thought the silence was weird. He hadn't known that family names might happen that way outside of Japan.
"Inu-yasha means dog demon," he said finally. It wasn't a great translation, because Westerners didn't have the same ideas about demons or spirits that his home culture did, but at least this version was tougher than "dog spirit" or whatever. Some words just didn't translate.
Sirius nodded a little and commented "Do your consider yourself a dog? I mean you don't shift like me but your scent is very familiar."
"Dog demon," Inu-yasha reiterated. "But it's... some kind of family crap, too. The name Youkai means demon or spirit, and the dog is their symbol or whatever." He didn't usually think about this, nevermind explain it.
"Ahhh, I see. It's interesting though, well I think it is. We have dog in our names, Bigby has wolf and Remus's name means pretty much wolf too when you think about it. But no one could have known what we'd be when we were named." Sirius found it deeply interesting, he'd never believed in fate before but it made him wonder.
"Keh. We just became what we were supposed to be," Inu-yasha replied, a little harshly. He didn't know much about mutants or science, but what he did think he understood was that they all had a mutation of the same gene that gave them power. Call a mutant "dog demon" long enough, that was exactly what you'd get.
"Very true," Sirius didn't take the harshness to heart, he was starting to think that maybe it was the only way the other boy knew how to be.
Inu-yasha raised an eyebrow, but didn't say anything. People didn't agree with him very often. ...and he wasn't sure what to do with the silence that followed. "My father was called Inu no Taisho," he explained for no reason. "My mom wanted me to be part of his family even though I was a bastard." He huffed, like he was completely detached from the story. "Didn't exactly work out that way."
"Parents. Not all that they're cracked up to be, huh?" In his experience anyway, not that he felt like going into detail at that moment.
And, he supposed, not many would think being a bastard would matter these days but Sirius knew from his bio-family with it's tradition and titles and such, he knew how it could be still.
"Wouldn't really know," Inu-yasha replied, scratching absently at his bandana. It had gotten mussed when he took off his sweatshirt.
"Oh, sorry." He folded him arms on his knees, not shivering now thanks to the jumper but not warm overly either. He could stand it, though.
"Doesn't matter," Inu-yasha said easily. He'd never even known his father, and it didn't particularly bother him. "Sounds like I didn't miss much," he added, in reference to what Sirius had said.
Sirius shrugged a little at that "S'pose not." Not that he was a brilliant judge himself.
Inu-yasha considered the other boy for a moment. He was different than most people. In his experience, most people were usually offended by this point in the conversation. He didn't say anything, but one of his eyebrows arched up.
Since he'd been looking around, it took Sirius several moments to notice. When he did, he smiled. "What?"
Caught staring, a faint blush appeared on Inu-yasha's cheeks. "You're still here. Usually people are sick of me by now."
Sirius shrugged again at that "I'm not usual people, I s'pose then."
Inu-yasha decided that part of the reason this was weird was that Sirius was in his sweatshirt. He hadn't given it a second thought when he handed it over - fragile humans - but he wasn't exactly used to seeing other people in his clothes. Or smelling halfway like him.
Looking a little puzzled (though protectively disinterested), he asked, "If you're not like other people, why do you like them so much?"
Sirius shrugged a little but put genuine thought into the answer. "You don't have to be the same as someone to like them. You just find something you like about them. Sometimes it's the conversation, sometimes it's the company, sometimes you find you have something unexpected in common, sometimes it's the feel of them up against you. You don't even necessarily have to like someone for that, of course, but it helps."
Inu-yasha wasn't sure he'd understood that quite right. Maybe it was the guy's accent, or a glitch in his own English (it still happened now and then, especially around here). He hadn't really meant...? "Up- up against you?" That bit of pink came back to his cheeks, though he wasn't sure if it was for the stutter, or because of what he thought Sirius meant.
"Yeah, you know, like kissing and stuff." This time Sirius definitely noticed the blush which made him rather curious. "Making out and getting off. Sometimes even fucking. You asked what I like about people, and I can't help it. It's in my nature. I love making people feel good and feeling good myself."
And now Inu-yasha was bright red, and dedicatedly looking in the opposite direction. People never talked to him, and never about things like this. ...and even worse, just listening to Sirius talk about things like this made blood start heading in an embarrassing direction. He tried to focus on anything else. "O-oh. I see."
"Sorry, I was just answering the questions. Didn't mean to embarrass you." Bit unusual, a teenage boy embarrassed by the mention of sex and stuff but people had their reasons, right? "You ok?"
"Of course I'm okay!" He still couldn't meet Sirius's eyes, but denial was easy enough. "Why wouldn't I be okay??"
Sirius tilted his head thoughtfully. The body language coupled with pheromones and scents bombarding him gave him a lot more information than the words Inu-yasha actually said.
"You don't have to answer, and it's totally no shame if the answer's yes by the way either I was wrong for assuming really. I'm guessing now, you're a virgin, huh?" It was either that, some secret of Inu-yasha's or he had a problem with the fact that Sirius was known to hook up with all genders, but Sirius was trying not to jump to any conclusion.
Inu-yasha's breath caught in his chest, and he was pretty sure his eye was twitching. All efforts at keeping cool were completely useless by this point - he was a bright red stammering mess - but Inu-yasha hadn't realized that, and was still trying as he turned glaring amber eyes back on Sirius. "Wh-what makes you think that, huh?!"
"Just you seemed awkward about me mentioning sex and stuff and it's the most common reason why. Like I said, it's no shame in it. Hell, some people just have no desire or interest in it at all." Sirius told him gently with a smile, the other boy looked so stressed that he reached out as he spoke and gently patted his shoulder. "Whatever works for you."
Inu-yasha watched the hand come toward him warily, but didn't jerk away from the touch. He just wasn't sure what to make of it, and watched the whole thing closely, waiting for some kind of trick.
When he noticed the surprise in Sirius's eyes, he suddenly realized the difference between them. Sirius's world of touching and- and, uh, other things - didn't make any sense to him.
Still looking away, he tried to explain. "People don't touch me - and if they do, it's either because they want to hurt me," which wasn't something anyone could get away with now, "or 'cause they're bandaging injuries," he said, gruff and sullen. He hated explaining things like this, because pity was worse than anything else. But that was his reality, and there was no place in it for kissing or, uh, anything else. Most of the time, crap like that wasn't even on his radar. "That's just how things are."
Sirius nodded in understanding, there wasn't pity on his face though. He hated looks of pity when people found out details of his past and so was always careful not to show it to others either.
"I had a time where it felt like that with me too. Do you not like being touched now because of it or is it just a lack of opportunities?"
Blinking in confusion, Inu-yasha looked at Sirius again. "You mean like, not fighting, right?"
"Yeah as in not fighting. Just touch, do you not like it because of the bad stuff or is it just that you haven't had the chance to find out what you want?" He thought he was simplifying it but he wasn't sure, after all there seemed to be more than a simple language barrier going on right now.
"Dunno, I guess." Inu-yasha knew that other people did the things Sirius had talked about. But he wasn't like them. Things like that weren't for people like him, so there was no point in "wanting" anything; the idea itself was weird to him. He frowned.
Sirius considered him for a moment. "Well," He started slowly and offered out his hand. "I don't mind being a guinea pig for you to find out."
Inu-yasha raised an intensely skeptical eyebrow, looking between Sirius and his outstretched hand. "The hell am I supposed to do with that?" Did Sirius want to hold his hand? Not happening.
Sirius smiled at the reaction though not mockingly as Inu seemed to expect. They were still sitting at a slightly awkward distance away from each other so he scooted himself so that he was very nearly shoulder to shoulder with the other boy.
"Nah, I dunno, just didn't want to spook you by touching you without permission. Seemed kinda shitty after what you just said."
Inu-yasha frowned, but not because anything was wrong. This... actually wasn't that bad. In fact, they were close enough that he could feel the warmth of Sirius on the bare skin of his arms (LA didn't have winter, t-shirts were all he owned...). It wasn't like he was immune to the cold, he could still feel it, and the warmth against his chilled skin was... nice.
"Keh, you've got permission," he said dismissively. "It's not like you can hurt me." Not that he even got why Sirius had said it. Nobody asked permission to touch anybody else, they just did it.
...oh shit, had he leaned into Sirius? Fuck. He hadn't meant to do that, hadn't even noticed. But whatever. It was just warm. He stared determinedly forward, practically daring Sirius to comment.
Sirius noticed but didn't comment on it though it did make him smile as he assured the other boy, probably needlessly "Not even planning to attempt it either." After all, why would he?
Inu-yasha didn't bother to respond, half because obviously Sirius wouldn't attack him (they both knew Inu-yasha could win that fight with his eyes closed), but half because he was still examining this whole leaning-against-each-other thing. Right. So far there didn't seem to be much to it. His arm was warmer now. Sirius wasn't making fun of him. He relaxed just a little bit.
Sirius let the silence simply be for moment, the other boy leaning against him was almost, well, sweet when he knew that the boy was so alienated.
But Sirius was still Sirius and he couldn't let silence go for too long. "You know, I like it down here but I always wondered why some of you kids spent so much time down here. Sort of assumed either loners or maybe voyeurs." Or, hey, doggers? But he figured that slang would be utterly beyond Inu-Yasha.
Inu-yasha's brow furrowed. He didn't know what voyeurs meant, but he was pretty sure it wasn't a thing he wanted to be. He turned to glare at Sirius--
--and found they were face to face, just inches apart. Stunned by the sudden proximity, he didn't know what to do. Pink tinged his cheeks, and his eyes just scanned Sirius's face for some clue about what was going on.
Sirius looked at the other boy curiously. The blush was back and he looked a little confused but with all that there was a surge of interest in the body language and scents he was giving off, not necessarily lust but there was something there.
He could be reading the signs wrong, urges weren't the same as wants but the other boy seemed to not really know what he wanted when asked so maybe...
It might be stupid, he might be moments away from a mauling, but he wanted to make the offer. Seemed like he was the first to get Inu-yasha to let the guards drop even a little around here.
He closed the gap and kissed very softly, just to see. Just offering.
Inu-yasha froze, not daring to move or even breathe - but his brain was short circuiting, giving him nothing to work with. Nothing but details. A tingle down his spine at the contact, how soft and warm the other boy's lips were, the details in the scent of his skin. All those details... So maybe it wasn't surprising that, when Sirius started to pull away, Inu-yasha followed him. It was instinct. This felt good, and he didn't want to let it vanish before he got the full experience. He'd never felt this before.
When Inu-yasha hadn't responded, Sirius had started to pull back expecting yelling or an attack. Not a sudden, soft kiss. Still, he was always one to roll with the punches and warmed to it quickly, kissing him back as a hand moved to cup the other boy's face. And then, very much experimentally, he swiped his tongue against Inu's lips.
More warmth, soft and wet, and everything so sensitive - Inu-yasha was completely lost in the overdrive on his senses, even before Sirius did the thing with his tongue. When he did, though... Inu-yasha's lips parted in surprise. He'd never kissed anyone before, didn't know what to do or how to respond. On instinct, he pulled lightly on Sirius's lower lip, asking.
The tug caused the smallest sigh to come up from Sirius's throat, the hand cupping Inu-yasha's cheek moved a little so that it was loosely gripping the back of his neck, pulling him closer again. He was inexperienced, true, but it hardly mattered to Sirius. Pheromones fogged his brain and the warmth of another on such a cool day felt fucking good.
Inu-yasha's hand fell on Sirius's knee as he let Sirius draw him in, turning his body entirely toward the other boy without interrupting the kiss. Something was changing. The warmth he'd felt before, it was turning to heat, and he wanted more. More of what, he didn't even know.
...but he was pretty sure Sirius did. He reflexively tightened his grip on the other boy's knee. Nowhere near enough to hurt him, but he didn't know how else to convey this new need.
Sirius flicked his tongue and let out a groan of surprise, he'd forgotten the other boy didn't have normal teeth but fangs. The grip on the back of the neck, slightly in that white hair of his, tightened and tugged instinctively.
His other hand was at Inu's side, gripping the material of his t-shirt and, since Inu-yasha seemed to be trying to get closer and closer, he took the hint. The hand moved down to the other boy's arse and pretty much guided him up and onto Sirius's lap.
Inu-yasha let out a sound that was almost a yelp of surprise, and for half a second he got a glimpse of awareness, of what was happening, what he was doing and who with and there was a jolt of panic--
But Sirius caught the sound on his lips, and that was all it took to dilute Inu-yasha's focus again. Lips on his. Tentatively brushing his tongue against Sirius's. The breathtaking sensations that this new position was creating. In seconds he was even more lost than he'd been before. He was turned on, had never been turned on so obviously with another person nearby, but all his senses told him Sirius was too, and that was all the thought he gave the matter. It wasn't long before he was leaning in and pushing Sirius back, up against the tree, kissing him with more force every second.
Suddenly being shoved back was a surprise but the other boy taking the initiative and acting so clearly into it was good. Better then good, it was pretty hot.
A growl of arousal, low in his throat could be heard as the kiss turned harsh and needy. His nails raked over Inu's back through the t-shirt as he forgot his intentions to hold back and be careful in the wake of a more animal nature that the boy in his lap was bringing out of him.
Growling back, Inu-yasha could practically see stars behind his closed eyes. There were so many things to feel, all over his body (and all of them seemed to be linked directly to his dick). He'd been aroused before, but never like this. His hips rocked forward before he could even think about stopping them. He didn't know if that was bad, if Sirius would make him stop, make it all stop...
Carried away as he was, Sirius didn't rock back though he could feel the urge rising. There was enough of him aware of the situation and where they were and mostly important who this was. Getting carried away was one thing, too much too fast could be overwhelming.
Tearing his lips away from Inu-yasha's, he latched onto his neck, kissing and then sucking and nipping eagerly.
At first Inu-yasha thought he'd crossed a line and Sirius was done with him, but no, things were just changing, and fuck that felt good. He tilted his head back, letting out a little groan, noticing the fog of his breath on the air before his eyes drifted shut again.
As he bit a little harder, Sirius's hands disappeared under the t-shirt and dug in rough enough to start making like crescent moon marks on skin. His hips couldn't help rocking up a tiny bit in response to all the wriggling but he did his best not to.
Inu-yasha didn't know what to do, didn't know how to get more. There wasn't a single coherent thought in his head. One clawed hand found its way into the other boy's long hair, tangling even as he tried push Sirius closer to him. He let out another low, frustrated growl, hips bucking again.
Wanting a little something himself, Sirius's hand mirrored Inu-Yasha's knocking the bandana loose as he guided him to return the attention to the Brit boy's bared neck.
The first thing Inu-yasha could think to do was scrape his teeth along the skin. If he'd been overwhelmed before, now his nose was buried in the intermingled scents of skin, hair, and his own sweatshirt. His ears were free now, making everything better. He wasn't exactly sure what to do, but he was gaining confidence quickly. His senses were full of Sirius, and he could feel the response to his lips and teeth. That... was hotter than he'd expected it to be.
"Fuck yes!" Sirius groaned, growls rising up in his throat again as he blindly gripped and played with white hair as fangs teased sensitive, pale skin.
Inu-yasha was surprised by the feeling of hands in his hair, and gasped when Sirius's fingers brushed over his ears. He paused momentarily in his work on Sirius's neck, waiting for it to happen again.
For a moment Sirius was confused as to why the other boy had stopped but then his fingers grazed lightly against an ear and the response left him in no doubt.
With a soft sound that was almost a hum, Inu-yasha practically nuzzled Sirius's neck as he tilted into the touch, suddenly much gentler than he'd been just a moment before (though that didn't stop him from using his teeth again). That had been a different kind of feeling. Still good- definitely good - but not like the lips and teeth and tongue on his skin.
"You like that huh?" Sirius murmured, fingers stroking and teasing the silky, delicate ear as he ceased his attack on the neck for a moment. Drawing in several long gulps of air he tried and failed to get control of himself. It was difficult to calm down with a sighing and panting guy still grinding and rocking away in his lap.
Inu-yasha wasn't even aware that that was what he was doing (though he definitely was); he had no self-awareness at all. His only reply was a muffled sound against Sirius's neck and a brief bite.
The bite caused another growled groan and Sirius to abandon the ear caresses in favour of gripping the other boy's hair and pushing in a way that said without words more and harder.
His breath was uneven as his forehead rested on a shoulder. The hand that had been gripping and clawing at Inu-yasha's back, he suddenly realised was reaching to thin air behind him. Instinctively looking for wings. FUCK.
He forced the hand to the other boy's hip and tried to force down thoughts of wings and throaty moans and pale freckled skin because it was shitty and fucked up to even think about him for a second when Sirius had another boy on top of him.
So he forced his eyes open again and leaned his head back to expose his throat to Inu, focusing on his scent and the noises he made and the pointed teeth and everything that was different and made him him.
Inu-yasha was dense, but even he could tell was Sirius was asking for. He could tell he was damaging the skin, but there was no questioning that Sirius was enjoying it. Still, it was taking a lot of Inu-yasha's attention to avoid actually breaking the skin. Keh. Normal people were so fragile.
But now Sirius was barely touching him (aside from being directly underneath him, the hand in his hair, the hand on his hip...). Sirius wasn't using his mouth or doing that thing with his ears, and Inu-yasha wasn't taking it well. With a frustrated sound, he bit down on the spot where Sirius's neck met his shoulders, slowly sinking those sharp canines deeper, until they pricked the skin. His message was also clear: Don't play with me.
Then he lifted his head to crush their lips together again.
Sirius's cry of surprise at the harder bite was swallowed by the kiss and their tongues were going again and it was fucking intoxicating. A hand went back to the ears since that seemed to calm the other boy. Not that the teeth weren't fun but drawing blood SO wasn't a kink for Sirius.
Inu-yasha sighed, quickly becoming mesmerized again by the attention to his ears. Damn, that felt good. He started relaxing into the British boy, no longer demanding, with no less urgency.
Still playing with the ear, Sirius other hand moved to the other boy's thigh and moved steadily higher. He nipped and tugged at Inu's lower lip before suggesting breathily.
"How about we head somewhere more comfortable and I can help you out with you're, er, little situation." Sirius suggested, lips barely apart from the other boy least the wild one get nippy again. "I'll make you come so hard you'll think you saw God."
Everything felt so good, Inu-yasha almost missed the words entirely. Eyes still closed, his forehead furrowed as he tried to process (but that hand on his leg...). There was something, something bad hovering at the edge of his mind, but everything was still too pleasure-fogged for him to reach it. His eyes cracked open to blink at Sirius in confusion. "Huh?"
Light kisses on his jaw, Sirius repeated "You wanna go somewhere more comfortable?"
Most of Inu-yasha wanted to say yes, to go anywhere if it meant getting more, feeling this good... But processing words was clearing the fog in his mind. Even as he started to nod, the words his brain were finding were No! and then What the fuck?!
And that was when Inu-yasha's brain finally snapped back into focus - and what it found sent him into a panic. He pushed roughly back from Sirius, landing on his ass. He'd been kissing a guy!? Sitting on his lap, cock rock hard, kissing his body--
"Wh- what the hell?!" he demanded, breathing shallow as his senses told him more and more of the story. How turned on Sirius was, putting together the offer he'd made. "What did you do to me??"
Blinking furiously, Sirius was looking at him completely confused. "What? Do to you? We snogged, you kissed me. I didn't 'do' anything to you!" That...that was a sudden turn around. What?
"Some kinda mind control or something!" Inu-yasha was mortified. How could this have happened?? He'd never even wasted time thinking about anything like this, so how else could he have ended up like-- like that, with a guy... "I'm not gay!!"
"I'm not gay either and I'm not fucking mind controlling anyone, fuck you." Sirius snapped angrily. Inu-yasha wanted to freak out and deny it had happened then fine but he was not about to accuse Sirius of force or assault!
"I've never--" Inu-yasha stammered, face red, trying to process what this meant. "I've never done that with anyone!" he managed to protest.
But now he had. Sirius would tell people, the whole school would know, he'd lose everything here-- he'd just gotten settled, and now there was a huge fucking target on his back. "You- you can't tell anyone about this!"
It wasn't hard for Sirius to identify the scents coming off Inu-yasha now, in a high school they were pretty common: embarrassment and fear. There was still a note of arousal in there though, undeniably, but it made the situation very clear to Sirius: closet case.
"Not planning to." He simply said, still sat on the ground where he couldn't be perceived as a threat and forcing his tone level again. In truth he hated confrontation anyway. When the outcome was unpredicatable or violent anyway.
That wasn't nearly enough to make Inu-yasha feel safe, panicked as he was. "Not anyone!" he yelled back. "Nothing happened, got it?!"
"As if I want to brag about being falsly accused of mind control," Sirius pointed out coolly. "Your naughty little secret is safe with me."
"Well you obviously did something to me!" Inu-yasha was standing now, yelling down at Sirius (from a safe distance). "I wouldn't-- I've never--" He gulped, entire face red. He couldn't even say it. Especially with the word 'naughty' bouncing around his head. No one would ever take him seriously again. This was just asking them to come after him, another reason he was different...
"I pulled away. You kissed me. I didn't do anything, that was all you." Like fuck was he going to be made into some kind of abusive monster. “I was responding to you.”
"W-why would I do that?!" No, really, why would he? Every time he tried to make sense of it, all he could think was how good it had all felt, and that was not what he wanted to remember right now.
"Can't fight nature." Sirius shrugged. "You did it coz you did it, I can't answer that for you."
"Argh, it's your nature, not mine!" If Sirius wanted to be gay or queer or whatever, that was fine for him. People liked him. He suddenly remembered how this all started. "Why'd you want to touch me anyways?!"
"Because I know a little something about being used to hate and violence. I was trying to show you a kindness. Don't worry, I won't bother in future if this is how I'm gonna be thanked!" He start to get up from the cold, hard ground slowly.
"But they won't hate you!" Didn't Sirius get it? If this got out...
Sirius just shot him another confused look. Either this was another lost in translation moment or he was missing a lot of whatever thought process the other boy was having.
For his part, Inu-yasha turned and punched a tree, causing the whole thing to shake and a dent to appear in the trunk. There was just a slight ache in his hand, but he tried to focus on it. The sharp smell and metallic taste of blood told him he'd sunk a fang into his lip, too. "Just, don't tell anyone," he ground out, more defeated than threatening.
After all, no way Sirius would keep his mouth shut. Why should he? Shit. He should've stayed in his fucking tree...
Sirius hadn't be able to not flinch at the punch. Even if it hadn't been aimed at him, it was about him and that made him edgy and uncomfortable.
"I don't out people. Your secret's safe." He repeated quietly, forcing himself to speak evenly.
Inu-yasha turned just enough to see Sirius out of the corner of his eye. He watched him for a moment, trying to decide what his game was, why he was even still here... "Keh." Didn't matter. "Right."
Then he launched himself up into the trees to sit cross legged and ignore everything. Like he should've done the whole time.
And Sirius shifted immediately to Padfoot before running off into the woods.
